I am not haunted like my neighbors are
Who have an old ghost to trouble them,
Some distant cousin,
They told me, who died
At quarter past eleven, on her wedding night.
They hear her whispering at sunset
And see her fingers in the fading light —
Chalky, grasping, gentle things
Reaching for the piano keys.
My house is empty
My nights are solitary
I have no lady all in white, no haunted mirror
To show me any other face, no other voices
Disturb me in the night; my halls are white and grey and blank
(My kin were not the haunting kind, and all of them are gone).
I have walked a thousand soundless soulless streets
And met nothing at the end of them:
My nights are silent
Empty, vacant, bare;
O God grant me a ghost
My house is full of nothing but myself;
be merciful, O God
Give me another shadow and a voice
God grant me a ghost.
Excellent, and a stiletto of existential loneliness.
So good!